Another day, another... idk? There's a lot to talk about, my first time viewing Star Wars, my interest in feeling the Bern, or even the struggle of finding a cool tapestry for my room in college but let's save all that for later. Let's talk about the forgettable days.
The days where nothing exciting or truly memorable happen are the days that aren't appreciated till they are gone forever. The normalcy of waking up everyday and doing a daily routine becomes boring but when really thinking about it, it's all taken for granted. Every small encounter, every stroke of luck, good or bad, is part of that day and that day will never happen again. Sure these events are surely going to happen again but the appreciation factor doesn't really come in until it's gone. That is what is a shame to it all. Trudging through life focusing on the mundane and being upset at it being boring will make it all the more sour when these moments are gone. Life is fleeting, everyone dies, and there's still going to be a world here after you end.
Yesterday was about change and how difficult it is to adapting to it. Today is about the GRIND and how the appreciation of the GRIND can make it easier to adapt to whatever is happening throughout life. Having a conversation with change and daily mundane routines makes no sense! They're complete opposites! But right now for me I've already approached this thought process that this change has entered the mundane lifestyle, and that's why I have so much angst towards adapting it. I DON'T WANT THIS TO BE MY DAILY ROUTINE I WANT TO CHANGE THIS TO SOMETHING I'M COMFORTABLE WITH. Yesterday I briefly mentioned the fluff that eventually everything works out in the end, and honestly it's easier said than actually believing in it. I don't know what happened today that made me realize that everything will be okay except for that fact that everything today was just okay. There was nothing amazing, there was nothing horrific. It was a just a day.
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